

Today, i spent most of the day NOT living in gratitude - and you know what? It sucks. I was angry at people that cared about me. I neglected them by not spending the time and attention they deserved from me, because ‘IT’S MY FUCKING WAY’ and if you don’t like it - fuck off. That’s the attitude of a lonely person. And I was a lonely person for a long time. Now I have a few people in my life that would go to bat for me, and it’s because I’ve humbled myself to ask for help when needed, I have extended my hand to others and given hand ups and I’ve learned to be happy with what is NOW. I am happy and grateful for what I have right now. When you lose that feeling, and get wrapped up in selfishness, self-seeking and self pity - man, you will hate your life. I wasted too much of my life living that way, and I wasted too much of today living that way.

I just want to say THANK YOU for everything wonderful thing/person/force/energy in my life right now. It’s a beautiful place.
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